May 4 before the election only one to state Bloomberg may not win due to voter anger...used my political art poster lampooning king Mike - media blacked out. My YouTube channel was removed. Google apologized. http://youtu.be/_Tz4eMcP2LU
The YouTube that said No to renewing SAIC CityTime.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

all kinds of predators amongst us, some kid themselves it ain't them, others know and they want to spread the hate because their self hate is too much

I am going to post the link to the rapist the NYPD has yet to capture but I am confident they will catch they predator but I just want to add their are all kinds of predators (large and small - some are like "emotional shop lifters" stealing what they know they shouldn't take and they kid themselves they are not predators and blaming the victim gives them relief, they are not going to commit rape but they will violate in some small way that gives them a thrill and a release -- like a mini-vacation from the "black hole in their soul"  and maybe they are so severely lonely, unfilled dreams, a strange kind of "me monster", maybe they are drug addicts that have given up the drugs but haven't filled the "black hole in the soul" so they have to hurt people -- that is their drug and imagine somehow they are the wounded ones, uber-narcissists running around yelling "you are a narcissist!" as if it relieves them of what they don't want to know about themselves just like the murder of the kind soul delivering food to a woman in the projects blown away, as if murdering a good soul gives a bad soul some relief from terrible self hatred, kill one good person and in some strange way it gives temporarily relief to the dark shame hidden just below the surface if not below the surface at all...

All along the food chain you see it in all shapes and form and it can be a group, male or female gangs that convince themselves it is okay to "prey" just like the shoplifter -- it is somehow justified when it is not....


Also, terrible jealousy, there are girls that admitted hurting other girls because they were jealous and they grow up with that nagging empty feeling, suffering from "the grass is greener" so jealous,  harming another gives that jealousy some relief but it doesn't really does it...

Abusers will do their best to try and convince you it is "you" when it is them...they are guilty.  Again blame gives them some temporary relief...

the predator that won't draw blood but does "the creepy" because it is like a back ward form or intimacy, like picking fights gives some drama in an empty life...go to the library read a book rather than harass someone...

from a gang, group mentality that scape goats and than justifies murder some how when again there is no justification but the murder gave them some temporary relief,  to a lonely old couple in a dead marriage in a modern world with longevity comes a lot of self hatred that seems to much to bear and spreading the hurt and  hate, hurting others in large ways and small ways including blaming them seems to give predators "some temporary relief" like an aspirin for a migraine headache.